Argument.

 I had an argument... :( And it was with George. 

it was a couple of days ago, it was back in the weekend I still can't get it out my head I didn't know what was going through my head that time, I shouldve been more careful and thoughtful..  I know... AHHHHH!!! X( I feel so stupid

I did talk to the councillor, all he did was listen..! But he did make some good points... I just haven't been learning much from it.. Idk idk idkkkkkkk I'll just write it out here to soothe my trouble,,, enjoy :'3

So, now the real argument... :p So first off, we spent the whole day together, so I was kind of tired... Honestly I wasn't bored like he was, we both had a lot of stuff we could do.. It was pretty fun (well... to me anyways >_>) 

I saw someone else do something like this So I'll try and recreate it here. 

Maple (me): *drawing* So, yeah, about the same kitty. We left it, :( -I look at george, he's displeased- I know!!! (he actually looked annoyed x') It's sad just thinking about it...!

George: Well, I wouldn't expect that much out of someone like your mom in the first place *laughs* :p anyways I wanted to ask you. 

M: Hm-mmh?

G: Do you want to go look in the woods, like just right outside? *He sits next to me*

M: Hm.. *thinking about it* 

G: *looking at me, waiting impatiently.* (!!!) 

M: I don't know.. I'm kind of tired out from all the walking

G: Well.. :^ Can't you yk handle a little bit more walking.. for me? Pleasee.....? 

M: ... I kind of want to stay in.. You don't mind right? I mean it has been rainy lately and uh *I smile*

G: *sighs* We might find something... exciting :3 (atp I could kind of hear it in his voice the damn sugar made it hard!!! XP)

M: *a little cautious, TRYING to be anyways* Maybe we can.... :3 (a cat face of relief) ..do it tomorrow..? 

G: ... Maple. We need to... *he sounds really serious* (At this point, I was kind of getting nervous, but I still made sure to keep calm) I-I... I just need your help with this.. 

M: ... Georgie.. :( *I hold his hand* Can't you wait a day..? *He straight up interrupts me*

G: I can't..!! *he sighs and then gets more quiet* It's serious--I can't let this thing affect us, it's for our own good 

(this thing he was referring to, was well what he told meeee... It's like really tall, I didnt get a good look at it... because GEORGE was too busy pushing me, running with his idiot camera, all spooked O_O

he said it was someone at least 200 cm tall, we're both 157cm in comparison, has a red tie... and a little lurker in the shadows... r u thinking what im thinking ??? 'lendermannnnn!!!! dont know.. LOL could've been his brother, they must've had a good laugh...  bunch of meanies >_>) 

M: ... *a bit more scared* I think..  I think.... :'3 the... don't you think the jokes kind of getting.. you know.... old by now??? 

G: Joke!!!? *he startled me ... :"3 he gets up from the bed* what makes you think I'm joking? 

M: ... :'''3 I'm not sure if I should say... 

G: ..Just tell me. *he sighs* 

M: I think this.. ..thing is just your brother! Or someone else. I'm not sure.. 

G: ... Okay. 

That was it. We both were in there just sitting in silence, because I was spooked.. We didn't say anything until I apologized to him. He actually left for a little bit... So I did have some time to think over it, We just hugged and he forgot all about it, we left to go to my friends house to have the sleepover there... 

I'm not even sure, if it's a joke... maybe he's just has a hidden talent for acting xDD Not saying I believe him like slender man??? seriously... :( He's getting too into it, I don't know if he has some past mental problems.... Just a bit worried. His cough and small paranoia i dont knowwww.... x'(  

I've always been scared to comfort those kind of people 

Looking back on it, overall it just feels sad, I wonder why I didn't notice the signs!? He was so rough, (like,  and annoyed... I didn't even notice...!!!) I think i'm such an idiot i feel like one for dismissing him like that x(

But everything was good after that, I'm glad but It won't leave my head, maybe i'm just overthinking it

 ... some advice would be appreciated. :'3 

maple-tan signing off 

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  1. You should probably set some boundaries with him

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    1. Anon, I'll try :')

      Just in the past few days, I haven't talked with him much. He's distanced himself a little, or, that's what I think maybe :^ I'll have this in mind next time I see him :3c I'll just be very careful ..

      Maybe he's just too tired to socialize........... Idk....... He has eyebags an im wondering... if that has anything to do with it oops LOL I may have got off track

      Yeah, thanks for the advice anon :3c

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