❥ ミFirst entry :33

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It's Maple again!!!! anddd with my first ever blog entry !!! :33 

So to start things off, with a quick summary ;33 there was something that stuck with me since earlier today, really ... moody  but that isn't what im trying to talk about today xDD So, I went to school, the usualllll... except for the whole history test XD i love history but it was right before my mom had to pick me up

Then i went to the dentist for a checkup at around 2??? or 2 30ish???? x33 It was pretty good

Me and my mom went to my fav restaurant after that!!! it was the coolest thing!!!! x333c she paid for my food too, though she doesnt *ever* pay for my food, i usually do xDD and I feel a taddd guilty over it. But it was nice of her to do, she got me my favourite item on the menu !!! ;33 Key lime pie!!! 

We both shared slices since she knew i couldnt finish it on my own

in the booth, while waiting for the pie, i accidentally made eye contact with her when i was looking outside T_T she said this to me, (roughly, word for word.) "Your father usually says this type of stuff, but you're doing good." I can admit, it feels embarrassing x'D But... YEAHHH she did say that !!!! and its not a daily occurance too, just yknow at random times like this :33 Then I smiled

It's a really special moment for me!!! ^_^ I'll treasure it and hold it dear to my heart until i die !!! I can be honest just a smallllll bit, but its one of the reasons why i even work hard in school and out of school xDD I did have a B in geometry this week (by the way, I really suck at geometry) So maybe thats why she said that. x33

And the other coolest thing !!! She was having a day off too, so we went to one of the animal shelters X33 And i met the most cutest cat ive ever seen in my whole life !!! x33 

 

The worker told me that it was a she, and was just a couple  months old... her name was mittens :3 the worker opened her cage and Mittens was in the corner, when i put my hand in, both me and the worker watched, xD now that i think about it,,, the worker seeme d nervous @__@ xD anyways after like a couple secondsss... i felt her sniff me

 

AAAAAGHHH it was sooo cute x33 !!! i tried my best to be gentle, but really i was happy... X3 she let me pet her,,, the worker asks me "Have you ever have had a cat before??" I nodded, :pppp i had one when i was 10,,, she didnt lookk exactly like mittens

 

the worker was nice enough to let me play with her and feed her X333 can you imagine what it would be like if me and my friends were cats ??? my parents too !!1 i wouldnt be able to write this..

 

i probably could @m@

ANYWAYS im gettimmgg off track !!!!

After that my mom was waiting at the front for me at that I knew what I wanted to do I wanted to ask her if we could adopt mittens !!! :3cc then it felt like a punch to the gut, xDD she told me "Don't you know how hard it is to take care of a cat? I'm sure your father won't have time to take care of it either. We ... can't." (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) .... But It's okay !!! I understood her perfectly !! x'd i'm actually,,, soooo disappointed XDD

I wanted to go to the mall too, but we ended up going home >_>

I was cuddling with one of my plushies, :3 thinking about what i should do, either draw or have a snack,,, but then i would have to take the risk of seeing my mom -____- like a blessing, xD one of my best friends came over !!! none other than george :3c he's really funny xD

when i let him in, he looked like he seen a ghost, which is funny... cos im not one O_O LOL he was scared, like his hands were shaking and i had to calm him down a bit, but it was alright after. Sometimes, I'm worried. About two weeks ago he had a really bad flu, that's when this whole thing started.

I rubbed his back, with his head just right under my chin,

he cried, I wasn't sure how to feel in that moment x'3 but i kept it up until he stopped, his hair was still soft as I remember it, he smelled like the outside,.

I asked him about what had scared him earlier, but he didn't say anything, I can understand that.,, its hard to talk about scary stuff V_V shouldn't he have been comfortable with me? the last time I ever comforted someone, i didn't know what to do.

"everything's gonna be okay." 

when he finished crying, we went to go to the kitchen and i gave him a cup of water. :3 I also offered him a slice of the key lime pie to which he said yes to, but he didn't really eat it It's understandable!! ofc, its such a weird observation, i know that but I'm just ... concerned >_< 

when we were sitting in my room, I was drawing and talking to him at the same time, we talked about what happened at school when i was gone, my dental and i asked how he was,,, normal stuff :3cc He told me, that he seen the councillor 

Me: "you did ?? Actually??"  

George: "Yeah,, he asked so many questions man. I don't know if i'm still sick, but he gave me a headache." 

m: "didn't the nurse give you anything for that?"

g: "i didn't even go to the nurse this time,"

M: " ohhh" O_O "Hmmm,,, and uh I think thats how he is." 

g: "he talked about you, too. does he *ever* talk about me for that matter??"

m: "No, but he usually does talk about ares and siren, and they don't want anything to do with him."

g "yeah?"

M: "It'sss just,, maybe it's because he's just like that."

g "hm, my brother used to see him too when he was younger. I heard that he wasnt that talkative before."

m: "maybe, its because hes getting old."

G: "right."

after sayyyyyy 20 minutes, I start talking again, i go on forrrrrrevvverrr xD like an idiot I am i got no response, i look back at him, hes asleep, its why its so important to look at the person youre talking to most of the time xDDD

When he was first spooked like that, it was like a month ago... well, i can say that it was nothing like this, and that i hate to say that he seems worse, like  unstable . just a little its ... he wont tell me much. I don't know, it makes me feel bad. I think, but the camera is new...

Dinner is in a few minutes, he's still sleeping i know my mom wont approve of him staying for the night x''''''D

rating of the day 9/10!!! it would be a 10 if he could stay

i can post on monday again!!! i actually liked writing this xDDD or sunday maybe @-@

maple-tan signing off !!!!  :3c 

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